Peace to you.
This week, the Holy Spirit spoke to me in a very personal way.
By nature, I tend to be a “truth-teller” or a “fixer.” I see a problem, analyze it, and explain what I believe will help. Earlier this week, I pointed out a few things to Joyce, thinking I was being helpful. But the result was painful. She felt hurt, and my words did not bring the support or encouragement I intended.
As I sat with Scripture afterward, the Spirit gently revealed how deeply I need Jesus’ daily counseling - his truth, yes, but also his tears and his compassion. I was reminded of people I have unintentionally wounded in the past, moments when I thought I spoke truth but lacked love.
Last May, I had the privilege of interviewing Rev. Kwan Lee and listening to his life story. What moved me most was his prayer life. Each morning he prayed, “Lord, help me not to hurt anyone today—not through my words, my actions, or even my silence.” And each night he prayed, “Lord, if I’ve wronged anyone today, knowingly or unknowingly, please forgive me.”
At the time, I didn’t fully understand why he prayed that way. But now, I am beginning to see. Even our best intentions, without the guidance of our Wonderful Counselor, can cause more harm than help.
This morning’s service in Houlton was emotional. As many of you know, Lee’s health took a sudden turn this week. At one point, things were critical. By God’s grace, and through the faithful care of Bertrand, Susan, and their family, he stabilized. When I visited him, he told me he was looking forward to offering his special music on Sunday. He said, “For me, everything can be the last time.”
As he sang “Comfort Ye,” a piece he has offered faithfully for a lifetime. Many in the congregation were in tears, knowing this might be his final time sharing it with us.
He arrived in a wheelchair today, as his strength has been fading. He had to rely entirely on others to carry him up the stairs. Yet he never lost his dignity. When the men lifted him, he thanked us with his warm smile. There is loss, yes. But there is also a joy that runs deeper still.
One service at a time, one day at a time. I am deeply grateful to walk with this beloved community. I am grateful for you.
In Christ's love,
Pastor Victor
P.S. If you haven’t had a chance, you may watch the services here:
You can also read today’s message here:
Sunday’s Message – “Wonderful Counselor”
And here is the full interview and life story of Rev. Kwan Lee:
“It Is Well With My Soul” – Life Story of Pastor Kwan Lee
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